One Year

On this day a year ago the sun was shining beautifully, temps were in the lower 60's and life was marching forward. One minute I was sitting at baseball practice and the next I was carrying my 5 yr old across a bean field to a chopper..... When I think back to that day, I ask why? Why God did you have to grab our attention through a helpless child? Why did you let something of this magnitude happen to my baby? I didn't understand and some pieces I still don't have the answers to but I have faith in Christ, who doesn't give us more than we can bear (although it sometimes feels like it) that someday we will see the bigger picture and His awesome plan he has for us all.